I make a comeback...

Hi all!!!

I'm back again, yes! i haven been writing in what... a year?.. hahaha top that! Anyway just a few updates along the way, its the new era for loveeeeee... hahaha... Theres someone special now, shes close to me and i love her.

Don you love the feeling of loving someone and get loved back...!!! Its like giving up your x360 for a car.. *fantasizing* yeah.. hahaha *drools* imagne what kinda exchange would that be..

Well... we've been together for XX days now... its a two digit now... we just got started ok?... and i dun intend to finish it anytime till i turn maybe 90? hahaha...

School!!! OMG... 18 days to the exams.. freaking stessed.. these few days i have to finish up the main projects.. aka FYPs... Final Year Projs... its not difficult but troublesome.. plain troublesome i tell u... anyway i've forgotten about the full-metal alchemist comic!! and i just re-bought series 18-20... Oh btw, the Full-meta alchemist talks about transforming stuff or transmute as so they say! and so happen that this two brothers called the Elric Brothers... Alphonse Elric and Edward Elric(the older brother) were trying to revive their dead mother.. they stumble on a too powerful transmution and in the end.. Alphonse's body and Edwards arm and leg were the price that they paid... so fighting towards their main goal of attaining their bodies back.. They come across this thing called the philosophers stone... (the one you see in Harry Potter).. hahaha.. anyway edward elric is a state alchemist.. meaning he holds the highest rank among all other alchemist along with oehters like Colonel Mustang (the Fire Alchemist)... Kimblee( The Crimson alchemist)<<< This guy's badass!!!..

ok enough about the comic fiesta... anyway my band Ridge has had three new members since Danks and simon left... personal reasons i should say... and we have included two new members... Namely Ben Chua (Crosbred) and Eliane *dunno whats her surname* (also from crosbred i think) they're both superb guitarist... and not to forget... ourvery own Shaun Castello our keyboardist... YES! ridge has its keyboardist... hahaha... ANyway our band would be wrinting new stuff in the month of AUgust... this way we'll show people that our band is moving at top speed... OH YEAH! OUR EP (Exclusive Preview) WOULD BE COMIGN OUT AT YEAR END... and we would be having a pre-launch party around late november and our actual launch in the mid of december... which is JUST BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!!... so remember to catch us live and watch for updates on www.ridgeness.multiply.com or visit our facebook account at Ridge or Ridge Ashisuk for more information on updates for our gigs and stuff!!!

Lastly.. My baby kena quarantine for 5 days!!!! since last friday so by tuesday she would be out!!! i can't wait to see her... I miss her sooooooo badly...

OK... i better go get dress for presentation and stuff... gotta present FBm (Family business management)... quite serious shit... i tell you!!!... =)

COMEBACK!!! I've Made a COMEBACK!!! WOOOOhooooo... hAHAHAHa...

Signing off..

Ken Tan

For the Someone if she's out there...

Hey All,

It’s a Saturday night.. I’ve been pretty upset about a few things so I decided to let it all out by blogging.. anyway Ho Mei Ling(<- Makes Me smile) wants to read right?!.. haha=)

Here Goes..

My morning so filled with aspirations, dubbed by troublesome rings of the phone. If my world was perfect, wouldn’t it be better? If you think I’ve come with no troubles, I beg of you, think again! My meaning in life is directed to him.. I fear no evil no doubt, but I fear this sadness. I pray him take it away now?! Its so frustrating having to think of so much sorrow and so much anguish. Tolerance maybe the key no doubt, but sometimes patience’s strings snaps, and out flow gates of wide vicious anger, sometimes accompanied with the tint of stupidity. Lies cover up, but some, most of it minor thou.

I never want to lie ever again. I’m putting this down… so as to make to a promise to everyone around me that I will not lie no more, not that I’ve been lying, but being in a cocoon of sin, just isn’t my cup of tea! *obviously*.

I pray of God to have me taken home. No doubt there would be some that I would dearly miss, some that I might truly love, some that I would give my life for. If not I pray for him to give me someone to share thoughts with, someone I could hug and hold, whisper in her ear telling her how beautiful despite my mood, kiss her on her forehead and tell her that everything would be alright even if they aren’t, hold her hand and tell her I’ll be here with her, give her flowers unexpectedly, treasure her till there’s no tomorrow, promise her something and mean it; keep it, bring a smile to her face wherever, whenever, forever, giving her assurance even if it meant my life to her, feed her when she’s unwell, secretly pray for her every night before I get to sleep, reading a book to her if she wants, letting her win even thou I’m the game-on person!, peel her prawns!!!*corny, but I’ll do it!*, tap her on the nose and tell her she looks utmost adorable, go all the way to get something that she says she wants but never needs, buy her a hundred measuring tapes to whisper to her in her ear telling her I love her, so much.

Perhaps I haven found real love, perhaps I’m not even ready for one yet, its sad to think so but it’s a matter of time. Having the phobia of the relationship not going to last, is really something to be afraid of. But I’m sure he’ll provide.

My sis asked me today, why I don have the guts to stay out so late, and accused me for not being the late staying sort of person. I told her, its not that I don wanna stay out late, its cause dad gave a curfew that before 12am you have to be home. Its actually not being afraid of my parents, but it’s just respect, and if you can’t even follow this one simple rule of coming back earlier than 12am, what better are you than a stray?, perhaps I may not be able to talk you around, but maybe life might show you the harsh reality of it, it may also show you the pleasantries of life. Perhaps my words speak of harshness, of being the law-by-law person. But doesn’t it make you a better person if you actually follow the rules and not get yourself hurt in the process.
There are two types of people I respect in this world. The giving it all ones and the courages ones. These two groups of people make the world a better place to live in. Thank God for making these people. God I, Ken, pray that you would help me to live life to my fullest and for him.

Quotes for you (Ho Mei Ling too)..

"He who does not have the courage to speak up for his rights cannot earn the respect of others."--Ren G. Torres

Wisdom is supreme; therefore make a full effort to get wisdom. Esteem her and she will exalt your; embrace her and she will honor you."--Proverbs 4:7-8

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

!~+For The New Era+~!

EraHEY

Its been a really long time since I last entered an entry into this faithful blog of mine!haha! why faithful?.. cause it has been waiting for me to put down some memories into it=).

So I’ll Begin…

Many many things have happened recently, well I’ll start by talking about my exams. It has been good, no failing subs and I passed my AAA..YAY! actually I really wanna thank God for helping me, he has really been patient with me and gracious.=)

FYI- AAA=Accounting Applications and Analysis

So, then lets talk about Christmas.. ah.. Christmas the time of the year when people give and receive presents. Did u guys receive any? Or give any?.. The bible says it is better to give than receive?! Alright!~ I got a few things for Christmas.. say..er.. two burberry shirts excellent a pair of japan edition timberland shoes and a wonderful memorable trip to Japan. Oh yes, and from one of my brothers Kenneth(tall), a photo frame.. but its not empty! This is the first time I received a photo frame that’s not empty.. YAY!

New Year.. lets talk about it!, I did little but I’m sure many of you did many many stuff?.. Mine was spent in the hotel room in Japan, its saddening but its true.. hahaha.. the most rewarding thing about this trip to Japan was the girls!.. Hear ye! hear ye! People~ if you ever want a pretty girlfriend or perhaps a pretty wife, go live in Japan and marry one bring her back to Singapore. Once u marry them they’ll really treat you like a king.. trust me, I mean not that I have tried or anything..haha.. but they are much like Korean girls they literally live to serve their husbands, and you know the males in that country are either chauvinist or just plain domination. If all the Japanese girls were to be in Singapore., Singaporean men won’t even have affairs anymore, the girls on the other hand would be treated like gems, literally gems. If I did marry one, actually if I marry any girl, I would treat her to the utmost best. 30 years.. 40 years.. 50 years into the marriage I would treat her as romantic I was when I first met her.. yep yep! This I’m certain.

School just started, and I lost my itouch.. but whoever took it God bless you..=) I may feel sad but I’ve learnt a very important lesson here.. never have any other idols in your life. Idols can mean anything.. be it your computer be it your watch.. be it even your itouch!.. anything that you put first instead of God. A God did say in his bible, Thou Shall Have No Other gods Before me. Notice that I put the gods not as a capital letter. The word gods means they have no authority over my life, when I say God, it means my Lord Jesus, savior and father to me..

Quote of the day..

To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly; to listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart; to bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never. In a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common. This is to be my symphony."

William Henry Channing, 1810-1884
American Chaplain

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 10

Back to write..

Sunday.. The day of rest.. but I don’t seem to be getting any.. =(… anyway.. anybody out there know what a spiritual burnout is?.. Please post it in the comments section.. THANK YOU..=D..

To be honest… I don’t have… seriously don’t have any inspiration or mood to write one bit of this post today.. but I’ll try my best..=)..

The thing I wanna tell Yunita.. if she EVER reads this.. would be…

“ I Wish You were Stupid!”

Ya’ll out there must be wondering if I’m stupid or just being a jerk off.. but.. OH YEA… for your info.. Yunita’s my ex-girlfriend * WA… recently a lot of ex-girlfriend… ex-girlfriend stuff*..LOL.. okok. Why do I say that.. I was bathing just now and I was wondering what.. WHAT would actually be the sweetest thing to say to your ex-girlfriend.. and that would be THAT above..

So the conversation will go like this… *listen and learn*

Ken: “ Yun, I wish you were stupid”
Yun: “ Why?”
Ken: “Then you can come back to me, even I’ve done you wrong!”
Yun: “…”
Ken: “So I can love you once again.. Properly.. this time..~”

NOW ladies and gentlemen.. isn’t that sweet?... Why not guys out there… GO ahead and try… since shes ALREADY your EX-GIRLFRIEND… It Doesn’t really matter does it?..
Maybe add in something else.. Your own touch of being romantic to your partner would help…

For example..: If it was me.. I would say.. “I HAD a brain of a 5 year old then.. and now I’m all grown up.. so if you would just let this stupid grown boy love you once more..”

AND…

Seal it off with.. I love You

I’ve never ever regretted loving her… I only regretted not loving her enough.. not giving everything… not giving lee-way to the relationship.. In which I should… but she has found her happiness already.. May God Bless Her, In her life.. relationship.. and everything she does.. =)

Well.. Phobe’s sick.. so I think I better message her… although its quite late..haha… but the thought counts..=).. so OF COURSE I’ll do it..=)…

P.S. God WILL make a way...=)

Cares, Fairs, Rares
(The first two have meaning.. the last one thou.. abit misleading.. HEY IT RHYMES!!!~)

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 9

hEY..=)

Saturday…+).. its been the greatest.. but I’ve gotta do some amendments in my life.. ASAP..

FYI

ASAP- As Soon As Possible

So anyway.. amendments.. yes yes.. well I think I basically am quite a sluggish person.. I dunno if u people out there feel so… but I think it as that way.. and I’m quite upset about it.. So I’ll pray for a drastic change in my life.. making myself successful… I told my dad something shocking today.. after hearing to the message just now in church by this lady who was giving a testimonial, Miss Tracy something.. hahaha.. not really that good at remembering people’s surnames..=).. remember the second post I put.. Janell *SOMETHING* I edited already.. hAhahA… speaking about nell..=).. hEHehe…*EVIL GRIN* She made me smile this morning..=).. She said.. “poy poy, have a nice day” first time she said something nice to me.. I hope she gets a Good Night’s sleep.. cause she’s been late for class… she even called herself late-er not Jing-er.. LMAO.. okok anyways…

So It was my turn to serve this week in the MS..

FYI

MS – Miracle Service

To be honest I hadn’t… actually practice.. but I’ll always make it happen… because.. My Father the one in heaven.. always aids me.. whenever I’m in need..=).. love him so much.. * Sorry Wei, for not practicing* so anyway.. I went for practice which was SUPPOSED to be at 2.45 but I reached there at 3.15 I think.. *sigh* FATHER who art in heaven.. help me be early..=.. so anyway… practice was abit empty but then it was ok soon enough.. as said in my earlier sentence..=D.. SO SO.. I went to have dinner with Wei at the kopitiam opposite the church.. I had economic rice… as usual.. hahaHA.. and Wei had curry chiken rice… looks DAMN delicious thou.. hahahA… I’d love to try it next time.. Surprisingly seriously… I saw my ex-girlfriend’s mom.. She smiled at me.. I abit stunned la… but I smiled back of course… basic courtesy of a gentlemen.. hahahA * CHeh.. like real har*.. hahaha.. okok.. so then.. to be honest.. I really wanna see my x-girlfriend again.. I mean I wanna ask her how is she and stuff and I wanan explain why I busted her * ladies and gentlemen when I mean busted it means that I stood her up on a date* it’s a private reason so I shan’t blog it here.. but I really find the need to tell her.. not to get her back.. but so to be friends with her again… u know.. to be a good girlfriend/boyfriend.. I believe that when ending a relationship… the best way and the most generous way to end a relationship is to be friends finally.. boys and girls that takes a lot alot of freaking skill..=) Recall how many times u actually can be friends with ur ex-girlfriend/boyfriend… I believe its ¼ times.. so anyway.. I saw her when I was on stage.. I wanted to wave… but.. sigh.. I can’t do it.. or else Wei will ask me what the hell am I doing.. hahAhA… can u imagine the embarrassment that will affect me..lol.. she kept looking at me… as if she got the wrong person.. or she wants to believe it’s another person.. hmmm… I feel so strange.. there before me… a girl whom I once loved.. also a girl that once shared a kiss with me.. it was so loving.. the way she kisses.. melts everything and anything.. Her name’s Santiago Madelyne.. although she has some wrong doings.. but I believe its in the pass.. *I’ve told some of you what she has done already*..

Alright… I’ll continue tommrrow… cause I have to get to bed and serve the next morning.. haha..=D…


Clears, Hears, Years.. senseless

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 8

mMMmmmm… MMmmm.. MMMMM… hahAHA

It’s a Friday… TGIF…

FYR..

TGIF – Thank God Its Friday

I’ve heard once that.. I mean on a message, but I forgotten about it.. Christians shouldn’t Thank God its FRIDAY.. We Christians should thank God… EVERY other single day… Be it MONDAY… or any other day LA.. hahaha.. Actually we should thank God for everything.. I’ve heard Pastor Joel Osteen preach.. and he says… THANK GOD even when you’re tired.. cause that will mean that you can have a GREAT night’s sleep…Pastor Joel’s preaching is WAY WAY encouraging and in a way comforting.. OF COURSE all these comes from the Boss himself… GOD..+).. I believe having to talk to thousands of people and shower God’s Blessing upon them is such an Amazing and Beautiful thing…

But my message to those who cannot see God- Believe he is always there… CAUSE… hE ALWAYS IS there.. with you when you’re down.. UP.. upside down.. the other way.. or whatever.. He’ll be there for you in time of need.. discomfort.. laughter.. joy.. even when you’re furious.. he’ll be there whispering in that small small voice.. saying such claming words that it brings music to our ears..

The Reason why I’m blogging about God today is because.. I Just wanna thank him for doing such wondering things in my life.. such as..
1) giving me a GREAT family
2) Giving me excellent friends ( the best I can hope for)
3) Giving me support in everything I do
4) Helping me in every step of my academic path
5) Comforting me even though I sometimes scold him.. * I repent*
6) Giving me EXCELLENT… EH… no no… PERFECT drum skills
7) Giving me crazy bandmates..
8) Giving me motivation
9) Giving me wisdom (I usually need this most of the time)
10) Blessing and showering me with wonderful gifts
11) Blessing me with GREAT… seriously.. GREAT ex-girlfriends…=)
12) Giving me the sense of humor
13) Giving me height…+D
14) Giving me strength
15) Giving me the peace in my heart/mind/body
16) ETC…

See… these are like only a few of what I can think off… but I’m sure he has blessed me with many many MANY things in life…

A Prayer…

Lord Bless those who curse me,
For vengeance is yours, O lord God of Israel,
Let your might be,
Show the people that you’re real,
Shalom My friends;

You are GREAT, O Creator of Man,
Let us walk in your righteousness,
Let US, make a STAND,
For by God’s Grace we CAN,
Shalom My Friends;

Alpha and Omega
Beginning till the end,
Eternal and Holy,
Are you to Man,
Shalom My Friends;

Let us all pray for those,
Who bare clenched fist
Our God; highest of post,
Never shall his Glory cease,
Shalom My Friends;

Our daily needs we pray,
Lives are changed; hearts are mended
God’s Glorious Rays,
Peace in our hearts Ascended,
Shalom My Friends.
Shalom.

Quote Of the Day~

I believe God is managing affairs and that He doesn't need any advice from me. With God in charge, I believe everything will work out for the best in the end. So what is there to worry about.

Henry Ford (1863-1947)

P.S.- Have Great faith in God, For only he can help you solve anything.. and everything..=)

Fears, Beers, Jeers… no more

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 7

Hey HO!.. hahaha

mmmmm… It’s a Friday night… and I didn’t go out for a movie- its freaking saddening.. I’ll tell u the story… at first it was a family night kinda thing… so we went for movies every Friday… THEN.. it became.. like er.. Me and Yong.. and then Me and David… then now… its occasional movie watching… I HATE IT… I wanna watch moviessssss… ok * Random Emos*

SO TodAY… was a fine weathered day… woke up at 7.. *Bloody School*.. from 8am to 10am… CAN U BELIEVE IT!?.. LOL… I felt my hand and fingers were very very sore from the training ytd at CDANS Starbowl… *Pants*.. anyway.. SO I got to class.. and everyone were in their groups la… sian man.. we were to discuss about some Anger Management thing… hahaha… I’m the one tht contributed the most… then my team mates were like… “URH!.. do u get angry all the time??”… I said.. NopE…=)… and gave them the smile tht they’ll never forget… a sinister one… *grins*..SO SO.. I finished lessons and got into the crowded lift.. I think I was the cause for the lift being so crowded.. oops..=).. sry girls.. hAHahA…=D… then just JUSt when I was about to flag for the cab.. Justina*Classmate of mine* ask me wanna go have breakfast at KAP..

FYI ( For your Information)

KAP- We Ngee Ann Students call it a short form for King Albert Park Macdonalds.. although u dun see the macdonalds..haHAHA… sO SO so..

Back to where I was.. but I rejected.. I had to go golfing… *dReAms*..hAHaha.. and I went to do some golfing… and came back with a back ache.. hAhAhAHA… stupid like hell..+).. Then I took a nap at home.. was really really darn tired.. cause of all the bowling and studying and golfing… wa exhausted man… like totally ironed Out…lol..

Then I had to Transcribe the songs for tonight’s service REAchlIGHT…hAHAHA… lucky not RiDgeliGHt… hAHAhA.. the songs interesting… really interesting… so well.. I got there early.. NOT.. hahaha..those who know me… knows that I’m always late… BUT BUT… I’m correcting the habit.. really… cause I’m sicka dn tired of dad nagging at me that I’m always late for this and that… and THIS… and THAT… and.. OKok hahaha… I’ll stop… SOsososososososos…. After the service… This is what I got from Phoebe.. hahahA… Everytime she touches me.. *my heart* with her sweet messages.. LOL… okok here goes

Phobe:

Oh.. Btw, nice work today :)
Haha everyone was telling me
e new drummer super zai, Lol
doing Chinese svc band proud!
=p n more impt, God.
Goodnight

She’s the really Godly type of person… seriously… I admire tht.. really *respect* listen… how many of us can actually put God first in our lives… let alone our parents.. I BET some of u puts God last in ur life.. which is totally wrong la… So try and correct it… Give God Priority.. and he shall favor you..+)

Anyway.. Nell threatened me for the blog add… finally gave to her la… its gave IN TO her.. hAhahaha

QUOTE OF THE DAY…

A clever man commits no minor blunders.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832)


Clears, Sears, Sheers * I dun understand.. neither shd u try…=)*

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)