KilliNg Passionate Time

I make a comeback...

2009-08-02T19:42:00.000-07:00

Hi all!!!

I'm back again, yes! i haven been writing in what... a year?.. hahaha top that! Anyway just a few updates along the way, its the new era for loveeeeee... hahaha... Theres someone special now, shes close to me and i love her.

Don you love the feeling of loving someone and get loved back...!!! Its like giving up your x360 for a car.. *fantasizing* yeah.. hahaha *drools* imagne what kinda exchange would that be..

Well... we've been together for XX days now... its a two digit now... we just got started ok?... and i dun intend to finish it anytime till i turn maybe 90? hahaha...

School!!! OMG... 18 days to the exams.. freaking stessed.. these few days i have to finish up the main projects.. aka FYPs... Final Year Projs... its not difficult but troublesome.. plain troublesome i tell u... anyway i've forgotten about the full-metal alchemist comic!! and i just re-bought series 18-20... Oh btw, the Full-meta alchemist talks about transforming stuff or transmute as so they say! and so happen that this two brothers called the Elric Brothers... Alphonse Elric and Edward Elric(the older brother) were trying to revive their dead mother.. they stumble on a too powerful transmution and in the end.. Alphonse's body and Edwards arm and leg were the price that they paid... so fighting towards their main goal of attaining their bodies back.. They come across this thing called the philosophers stone... (the one you see in Harry Potter).. hahaha.. anyway edward elric is a state alchemist.. meaning he holds the highest rank among all other alchemist along with oehters like Colonel Mustang (the Fire Alchemist)... Kimblee( The Crimson alchemist)<<< This guy's badass!!!..

ok enough about the comic fiesta... anyway my band Ridge has had three new members since Danks and simon left... personal reasons i should say... and we have included two new members... Namely Ben Chua (Crosbred) and Eliane *dunno whats her surname* (also from crosbred i think) they're both superb guitarist... and not to forget... ourvery own Shaun Castello our keyboardist... YES! ridge has its keyboardist... hahaha... ANyway our band would be wrinting new stuff in the month of AUgust... this way we'll show people that our band is moving at top speed... OH YEAH! OUR EP (Exclusive Preview) WOULD BE COMIGN OUT AT YEAR END... and we would be having a pre-launch party around late november and our actual launch in the mid of december... which is JUST BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!!... so remember to catch us live and watch for updates on www.ridgeness.multiply.com or visit our facebook account at Ridge or Ridge Ashisuk for more information on updates for our gigs and stuff!!!

Lastly.. My baby kena quarantine for 5 days!!!! since last friday so by tuesday she would be out!!! i can't wait to see her... I miss her sooooooo badly...

OK... i better go get dress for presentation and stuff... gotta present FBm (Family business management)... quite serious shit... i tell you!!!... =)

COMEBACK!!! I've Made a COMEBACK!!! WOOOOhooooo... hAHAHAHa...

Signing off..

Ken Tan

For the Someone if she's out there...

2008-01-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

Hey All,

It’s a Saturday night.. I’ve been pretty upset about a few things so I decided to let it all out by blogging.. anyway Ho Mei Ling(<- Makes Me smile) wants to read right?!.. haha=)

Here Goes..

My morning so filled with aspirations, dubbed by troublesome rings of the phone. If my world was perfect, wouldn’t it be better? If you think I’ve come with no troubles, I beg of you, think again! My meaning in life is directed to him.. I fear no evil no doubt, but I fear this sadness. I pray him take it away now?! Its so frustrating having to think of so much sorrow and so much anguish. Tolerance maybe the key no doubt, but sometimes patience’s strings snaps, and out flow gates of wide vicious anger, sometimes accompanied with the tint of stupidity. Lies cover up, but some, most of it minor thou.

I never want to lie ever again. I’m putting this down… so as to make to a promise to everyone around me that I will not lie no more, not that I’ve been lying, but being in a cocoon of sin, just isn’t my cup of tea! *obviously*.

I pray of God to have me taken home. No doubt there would be some that I would dearly miss, some that I might truly love, some that I would give my life for. If not I pray for him to give me someone to share thoughts with, someone I could hug and hold, whisper in her ear telling her how beautiful despite my mood, kiss her on her forehead and tell her that everything would be alright even if they aren’t, hold her hand and tell her I’ll be here with her, give her flowers unexpectedly, treasure her till there’s no tomorrow, promise her something and mean it; keep it, bring a smile to her face wherever, whenever, forever, giving her assurance even if it meant my life to her, feed her when she’s unwell, secretly pray for her every night before I get to sleep, reading a book to her if she wants, letting her win even thou I’m the game-on person!, peel her prawns!!!*corny, but I’ll do it!*, tap her on the nose and tell her she looks utmost adorable, go all the way to get something that she says she wants but never needs, buy her a hundred measuring tapes to whisper to her in her ear telling her I love her, so much.

Perhaps I haven found real love, perhaps I’m not even ready for one yet, its sad to think so but it’s a matter of time. Having the phobia of the relationship not going to last, is really something to be afraid of. But I’m sure he’ll provide.

My sis asked me today, why I don have the guts to stay out so late, and accused me for not being the late staying sort of person. I told her, its not that I don wanna stay out late, its cause dad gave a curfew that before 12am you have to be home. Its actually not being afraid of my parents, but it’s just respect, and if you can’t even follow this one simple rule of coming back earlier than 12am, what better are you than a stray?, perhaps I may not be able to talk you around, but maybe life might show you the harsh reality of it, it may also show you the pleasantries of life. Perhaps my words speak of harshness, of being the law-by-law person. But doesn’t it make you a better person if you actually follow the rules and not get yourself hurt in the process.
There are two types of people I respect in this world. The giving it all ones and the courages ones. These two groups of people make the world a better place to live in. Thank God for making these people. God I, Ken, pray that you would help me to live life to my fullest and for him.

Quotes for you (Ho Mei Ling too)..

"He who does not have the courage to speak up for his rights cannot earn the respect of others."--Ren G. Torres

Wisdom is supreme; therefore make a full effort to get wisdom. Esteem her and she will exalt your; embrace her and she will honor you."--Proverbs 4:7-8

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

!~+For The New Era+~!

2008-01-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

EraHEY

Its been a really long time since I last entered an entry into this faithful blog of mine!haha! why faithful?.. cause it has been waiting for me to put down some memories into it=).

So I’ll Begin…

Many many things have happened recently, well I’ll start by talking about my exams. It has been good, no failing subs and I passed my AAA..YAY! actually I really wanna thank God for helping me, he has really been patient with me and gracious.=)

FYI- AAA=Accounting Applications and Analysis

So, then lets talk about Christmas.. ah.. Christmas the time of the year when people give and receive presents. Did u guys receive any? Or give any?.. The bible says it is better to give than receive?! Alright!~ I got a few things for Christmas.. say..er.. two burberry shirts excellent a pair of japan edition timberland shoes and a wonderful memorable trip to Japan. Oh yes, and from one of my brothers Kenneth(tall), a photo frame.. but its not empty! This is the first time I received a photo frame that’s not empty.. YAY!

New Year.. lets talk about it!, I did little but I’m sure many of you did many many stuff?.. Mine was spent in the hotel room in Japan, its saddening but its true.. hahaha.. the most rewarding thing about this trip to Japan was the girls!.. Hear ye! hear ye! People~ if you ever want a pretty girlfriend or perhaps a pretty wife, go live in Japan and marry one bring her back to Singapore. Once u marry them they’ll really treat you like a king.. trust me, I mean not that I have tried or anything..haha.. but they are much like Korean girls they literally live to serve their husbands, and you know the males in that country are either chauvinist or just plain domination. If all the Japanese girls were to be in Singapore., Singaporean men won’t even have affairs anymore, the girls on the other hand would be treated like gems, literally gems. If I did marry one, actually if I marry any girl, I would treat her to the utmost best. 30 years.. 40 years.. 50 years into the marriage I would treat her as romantic I was when I first met her.. yep yep! This I’m certain.

School just started, and I lost my itouch.. but whoever took it God bless you..=) I may feel sad but I’ve learnt a very important lesson here.. never have any other idols in your life. Idols can mean anything.. be it your computer be it your watch.. be it even your itouch!.. anything that you put first instead of God. A God did say in his bible, Thou Shall Have No Other gods Before me. Notice that I put the gods not as a capital letter. The word gods means they have no authority over my life, when I say God, it means my Lord Jesus, savior and father to me..

Quote of the day..

To live content with small means; to seek elegance rather than luxury, and refinement rather than fashion; to be worthy, not respectable, and wealthy, not rich; to study hard, think quietly, talk gently, act frankly; to listen to stars and birds, to babes and sages, with open heart; to bear all cheerfully, do all bravely, await occasions, hurry never. In a word, to let the spiritual, unbidden and unconscious, grow up through the common. This is to be my symphony."

William Henry Channing, 1810-1884
American Chaplain

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 10

2007-11-11T09:19:00.000-08:00

Back to write..

Sunday.. The day of rest.. but I don’t seem to be getting any.. =(… anyway.. anybody out there know what a spiritual burnout is?.. Please post it in the comments section.. THANK YOU..=D..

To be honest… I don’t have… seriously don’t have any inspiration or mood to write one bit of this post today.. but I’ll try my best..=)..

The thing I wanna tell Yunita.. if she EVER reads this.. would be…

“ I Wish You were Stupid!”

Ya’ll out there must be wondering if I’m stupid or just being a jerk off.. but.. OH YEA… for your info.. Yunita’s my ex-girlfriend * WA… recently a lot of ex-girlfriend… ex-girlfriend stuff*..LOL.. okok. Why do I say that.. I was bathing just now and I was wondering what.. WHAT would actually be the sweetest thing to say to your ex-girlfriend.. and that would be THAT above..

So the conversation will go like this… *listen and learn*

Ken: “ Yun, I wish you were stupid”
Yun: “ Why?”
Ken: “Then you can come back to me, even I’ve done you wrong!”
Yun: “…”
Ken: “So I can love you once again.. Properly.. this time..~”

NOW ladies and gentlemen.. isn’t that sweet?... Why not guys out there… GO ahead and try… since shes ALREADY your EX-GIRLFRIEND… It Doesn’t really matter does it?..
Maybe add in something else.. Your own touch of being romantic to your partner would help…

For example..: If it was me.. I would say.. “I HAD a brain of a 5 year old then.. and now I’m all grown up.. so if you would just let this stupid grown boy love you once more..”

AND…

Seal it off with.. I love You

I’ve never ever regretted loving her… I only regretted not loving her enough.. not giving everything… not giving lee-way to the relationship.. In which I should… but she has found her happiness already.. May God Bless Her, In her life.. relationship.. and everything she does.. =)

Well.. Phobe’s sick.. so I think I better message her… although its quite late..haha… but the thought counts..=).. so OF COURSE I’ll do it..=)…

P.S. God WILL make a way...=)

Cares, Fairs, Rares
(The first two have meaning.. the last one thou.. abit misleading.. HEY IT RHYMES!!!~)

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 9

2007-11-11T04:46:00.000-08:00

hEY..=)

Saturday…+).. its been the greatest.. but I’ve gotta do some amendments in my life.. ASAP..

FYI

ASAP- As Soon As Possible

So anyway.. amendments.. yes yes.. well I think I basically am quite a sluggish person.. I dunno if u people out there feel so… but I think it as that way.. and I’m quite upset about it.. So I’ll pray for a drastic change in my life.. making myself successful… I told my dad something shocking today.. after hearing to the message just now in church by this lady who was giving a testimonial, Miss Tracy something.. hahaha.. not really that good at remembering people’s surnames..=).. remember the second post I put.. Janell *SOMETHING* I edited already.. hAhahA… speaking about nell..=).. hEHehe…*EVIL GRIN* She made me smile this morning..=).. She said.. “poy poy, have a nice day” first time she said something nice to me.. I hope she gets a Good Night’s sleep.. cause she’s been late for class… she even called herself late-er not Jing-er.. LMAO.. okok anyways…

So It was my turn to serve this week in the MS..

FYI

MS – Miracle Service

To be honest I hadn’t… actually practice.. but I’ll always make it happen… because.. My Father the one in heaven.. always aids me.. whenever I’m in need..=).. love him so much.. * Sorry Wei, for not practicing* so anyway.. I went for practice which was SUPPOSED to be at 2.45 but I reached there at 3.15 I think.. *sigh* FATHER who art in heaven.. help me be early..=.. so anyway… practice was abit empty but then it was ok soon enough.. as said in my earlier sentence..=D.. SO SO.. I went to have dinner with Wei at the kopitiam opposite the church.. I had economic rice… as usual.. hahaHA.. and Wei had curry chiken rice… looks DAMN delicious thou.. hahahA… I’d love to try it next time.. Surprisingly seriously… I saw my ex-girlfriend’s mom.. She smiled at me.. I abit stunned la… but I smiled back of course… basic courtesy of a gentlemen.. hahahA * CHeh.. like real har*.. hahaha.. okok.. so then.. to be honest.. I really wanna see my x-girlfriend again.. I mean I wanna ask her how is she and stuff and I wanan explain why I busted her * ladies and gentlemen when I mean busted it means that I stood her up on a date* it’s a private reason so I shan’t blog it here.. but I really find the need to tell her.. not to get her back.. but so to be friends with her again… u know.. to be a good girlfriend/boyfriend.. I believe that when ending a relationship… the best way and the most generous way to end a relationship is to be friends finally.. boys and girls that takes a lot alot of freaking skill..=) Recall how many times u actually can be friends with ur ex-girlfriend/boyfriend… I believe its ¼ times.. so anyway.. I saw her when I was on stage.. I wanted to wave… but.. sigh.. I can’t do it.. or else Wei will ask me what the hell am I doing.. hahAhA… can u imagine the embarrassment that will affect me..lol.. she kept looking at me… as if she got the wrong person.. or she wants to believe it’s another person.. hmmm… I feel so strange.. there before me… a girl whom I once loved.. also a girl that once shared a kiss with me.. it was so loving.. the way she kisses.. melts everything and anything.. Her name’s Santiago Madelyne.. although she has some wrong doings.. but I believe its in the pass.. *I’ve told some of you what she has done already*..

Alright… I’ll continue tommrrow… cause I have to get to bed and serve the next morning.. haha..=D…

Clears, Hears, Years.. senseless

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 8

2007-11-09T16:45:00.000-08:00

mMMmmmm… MMmmm.. MMMMM… hahAHA

It’s a Friday… TGIF…

FYR..

TGIF – Thank God Its Friday

I’ve heard once that.. I mean on a message, but I forgotten about it.. Christians shouldn’t Thank God its FRIDAY.. We Christians should thank God… EVERY other single day… Be it MONDAY… or any other day LA.. hahaha.. Actually we should thank God for everything.. I’ve heard Pastor Joel Osteen preach.. and he says… THANK GOD even when you’re tired.. cause that will mean that you can have a GREAT night’s sleep…Pastor Joel’s preaching is WAY WAY encouraging and in a way comforting.. OF COURSE all these comes from the Boss himself… GOD..+).. I believe having to talk to thousands of people and shower God’s Blessing upon them is such an Amazing and Beautiful thing…

But my message to those who cannot see God- Believe he is always there… CAUSE… hE ALWAYS IS there.. with you when you’re down.. UP.. upside down.. the other way.. or whatever.. He’ll be there for you in time of need.. discomfort.. laughter.. joy.. even when you’re furious.. he’ll be there whispering in that small small voice.. saying such claming words that it brings music to our ears..

The Reason why I’m blogging about God today is because.. I Just wanna thank him for doing such wondering things in my life.. such as..
1) giving me a GREAT family
2) Giving me excellent friends ( the best I can hope for)
3) Giving me support in everything I do
4) Helping me in every step of my academic path
5) Comforting me even though I sometimes scold him.. * I repent*
6) Giving me EXCELLENT… EH… no no… PERFECT drum skills
7) Giving me crazy bandmates..
8) Giving me motivation
9) Giving me wisdom (I usually need this most of the time)
10) Blessing and showering me with wonderful gifts
11) Blessing me with GREAT… seriously.. GREAT ex-girlfriends…=)
12) Giving me the sense of humor
13) Giving me height…+D
14) Giving me strength
15) Giving me the peace in my heart/mind/body
16) ETC…

See… these are like only a few of what I can think off… but I’m sure he has blessed me with many many MANY things in life…

A Prayer…

Lord Bless those who curse me,
For vengeance is yours, O lord God of Israel,
Let your might be,
Show the people that you’re real,
Shalom My friends;

You are GREAT, O Creator of Man,
Let us walk in your righteousness,
Let US, make a STAND,
For by God’s Grace we CAN,
Shalom My Friends;

Alpha and Omega
Beginning till the end,
Eternal and Holy,
Are you to Man,
Shalom My Friends;

Let us all pray for those,
Who bare clenched fist
Our God; highest of post,
Never shall his Glory cease,
Shalom My Friends;

Our daily needs we pray,
Lives are changed; hearts are mended
God’s Glorious Rays,
Peace in our hearts Ascended,
Shalom My Friends.
Shalom.

Quote Of the Day~

I believe God is managing affairs and that He doesn't need any advice from me. With God in charge, I believe everything will work out for the best in the end. So what is there to worry about.
Henry Ford (1863-1947)

P.S.- Have Great faith in God, For only he can help you solve anything.. and everything..=)

Fears, Beers, Jeers… no more

RiDGE
Musically yours
Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 7

2007-11-02T10:42:00.000-07:00

Hey HO!.. hahaha

mmmmm… It’s a Friday night… and I didn’t go out for a movie- its freaking saddening.. I’ll tell u the story… at first it was a family night kinda thing… so we went for movies every Friday… THEN.. it became.. like er.. Me and Yong.. and then Me and David… then now… its occasional movie watching… I HATE IT… I wanna watch moviessssss… ok * Random Emos*

SO TodAY… was a fine weathered day… woke up at 7.. *Bloody School*.. from 8am to 10am… CAN U BELIEVE IT!?.. LOL… I felt my hand and fingers were very very sore from the training ytd at CDANS Starbowl… *Pants*.. anyway.. SO I got to class.. and everyone were in their groups la… sian man.. we were to discuss about some Anger Management thing… hahaha… I’m the one tht contributed the most… then my team mates were like… “URH!.. do u get angry all the time??”… I said.. NopE…=)… and gave them the smile tht they’ll never forget… a sinister one… *grins*..SO SO.. I finished lessons and got into the crowded lift.. I think I was the cause for the lift being so crowded.. oops..=).. sry girls.. hAHahA…=D… then just JUSt when I was about to flag for the cab.. Justina*Classmate of mine* ask me wanna go have breakfast at KAP..

FYI ( For your Information)

KAP- We Ngee Ann Students call it a short form for King Albert Park Macdonalds.. although u dun see the macdonalds..haHAHA… sO SO so..

Back to where I was.. but I rejected.. I had to go golfing… *dReAms*..hAHaha.. and I went to do some golfing… and came back with a back ache.. hAhAhAHA… stupid like hell..+).. Then I took a nap at home.. was really really darn tired.. cause of all the bowling and studying and golfing… wa exhausted man… like totally ironed Out…lol..

Then I had to Transcribe the songs for tonight’s service REAchlIGHT…hAHAHA… lucky not RiDgeliGHt… hAHAhA.. the songs interesting… really interesting… so well.. I got there early.. NOT.. hahaha..those who know me… knows that I’m always late… BUT BUT… I’m correcting the habit.. really… cause I’m sicka dn tired of dad nagging at me that I’m always late for this and that… and THIS… and THAT… and.. OKok hahaha… I’ll stop… SOsososososososos…. After the service… This is what I got from Phoebe.. hahahA… Everytime she touches me.. *my heart* with her sweet messages.. LOL… okok here goes

Phobe:

Oh.. Btw, nice work today :)
Haha everyone was telling me
e new drummer super zai, Lol
doing Chinese svc band proud!
=p n more impt, God.
Goodnight

She’s the really Godly type of person… seriously… I admire tht.. really *respect* listen… how many of us can actually put God first in our lives… let alone our parents.. I BET some of u puts God last in ur life.. which is totally wrong la… So try and correct it… Give God Priority.. and he shall favor you..+)

Anyway.. Nell threatened me for the blog add… finally gave to her la… its gave IN TO her.. hAhahaha

QUOTE OF THE DAY…

A clever man commits no minor blunders.
Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832)

Clears, Sears, Sheers * I dun understand.. neither shd u try…=)*

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 6

2007-10-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO pEOplE=)…

I Had the Most eventful day of the week=).. REALLY!?... Well… I went to church in the morning…(woodlands) Lighthouse Evangelism btw.. there’s one at Tampines also..haha well well well.. I got to see my ex-girlfriend… KRISTY… hahaa.. shes tall now.. and shes BEAUTIFUL although she die die also deny.. anyway… I played for the mandarin service at 9am.. it was better la.. hahaha… than… er… previous
occasions!!! ..LOL…*Tries not to remember*… hAHAHA…

So anyway… after service… I went to the main century to listen to my godfather’s message about the sixth seal… it speaks about the tribulation on earth.. and what would be happening.. we watched a roughly 45sec clip on it… DAMN the Eiffel Tower fell man… like BOOM!!!.. hAhAhAHA… anyway… I just wanna try to reach out to all the other people that I LOVE and have not been saved… I wanna see them in heaven as well.. and I want them to stand next to me.. with my Heavenly Father.. SO… SO SOsosososo.. I beter start NOW!!!!... hahaha… yes yes yes!!... now’s the day…

Well after which… I went home to pick up my bowling ball.. cause later I had to bring it to uncle Richard.. or Coach.. haha..=)… OH Yes…let me tell u abit about Uncle Richard.. HEs the ULTIMATE BOWLING coach… damn damn good… he knows and IS the master in three things… 1) Lane Conditions 2) Ball Drilling 3) Coaching… He’s a REALLY NICE person… seriously… if u guys need any recommendations with bowling… or need coaching… u can go to him… I’ll put his contact at the end of this post.. today… TODAY!!!.. hahAhA…

OK BACK… to whatever I was going to talk about!... OK so then my dad and I sent my sister to meet her project mates… and dad fetched me to tampines to sultan’s house for Hari Raya.. hahaha… AKA a meeting for RIDGE… hahAHA… along the way I was thinking to myself… and I will prove it to everyone around me ONE DAY… that I WILL prevail and will earn big BIG money… even bigger than my uncle… ON my OWN… I’ll pray everyday… and have faith… that whatever my uncle has… I will have 10 folds of it… I shall not live on my parents money… but for now I still need the allowance… cause I need to get myself an itouch hahaha… cause I used my ipod for more than 4 years now… WHAO RIGHT?!!!

Okok… so.. I went to sultan’s house… DAMN NICE… his mom is damn nice… made for us some kueh… fried one… DAMN addictive.. hahAHA… then RIDGe had a BIG discussion on the recording… Well… we came to a decision that we must disappoint our fans of Ridge… that we will stop giging for a period of time… cause we’re recording our EP.. AKA Exclusive preview album… hahaha 3 songs…

1) Red skies
2) Tonight
3) Destiny Has Its Way

so this three are gonna be in the album.. and yeah… hahaha… so. Later danks and sultan followed me to Coach’s shop to get my ball… DAMN HEAVY RAIN… hAhAhA… %$#@# ... =.. Stupid rain.. damn heavy… got my ball… ITS AN EXCELLENT SPINNER… VERY BEAUTIFUl… will take a picture soon… hahaha… its really gorgeous… my new wife… haHahaha.. *tried the ball just now at the alley* THE SPIN IS EXCELLENT… COACH IS THE MAN… MAN!... hahaha…

SO DANks and sultan went to my house to jam… danks was doing some other sutff… hahaha… I dunno what happen between him and yanI… OH YES YANI’s my bestie.. hahaha… my small bestie… haha.. and I’m her pudgy bestie… hahahaha… but anyway… DAnks was like… I’m nOT going to be emo… I’m HARDCORE… and We’RE HARDCORE… hAHAHA… DANks HIGH… hahaha… so the three of us joined my parents and beryl*my youngest sister* to have dinner at west coast… HANG HER* DANKS AD SULTAN PRONOUNCED AS… AH GER*… LOL>>> LMAO… shit ass funny… okok

Nears, Years, Rears… OOOOOoooo..LOl.=P

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 5

2007-10-24T09:10:00.001-07:00

HEY~!!!...Its a Thursday night… People I’ve got something to ask you.. don’t you feel that sometimes for a day u just play and play and play and then regret not using the time to play TO study?.. its pretty disappointing huh?!.. Well..i’m feelin like that now… shitty as it is.. BUT WELL… I’ll promise myself that I’ll study more tommrrow.. the AAA is really getting on my nerves.. cannot do… ARGH… but nvm… I prayed and I tried… I just pray that God will give me a VERY GOOD and UNDERSTANDING teacher tml..hahaha.. which he always does.. SO.. SKL SKL SKL!!!... I had Blaw in the morning… for those who dunno… its Business Law.. haha.. I personally think that it is a VERY interesting subject..haha.. The Teacher erm… brought us to the School’s library.. you guys shd try THIS… its damn funny… GO to http://www.google.com/ then search under Singapore Statues.. look for Penal code.. Chapter 377A… LOL… READ AND TELL ME…LOL… Freaking hilarious…LOL…

So had a NOT BAD day in school… Kenneth TALL nv come today la… LOl.. and I brought all the stuff.. LOl… anyway he has a REALLY good reason for not coming to school.. He’s father is in Hospital.. Day surgery or something.. PRAY FOR HIM PEOPLE IF YA’LL CAN!!!... SOOOOO…There’s this girl that looks like Cynthia.. Smiled at me.. I know her la actually.. she’s from my PMKT ( Principal of Marketing) Class.. She’s a real nice person… but I’ll be aware of everyone as in I’ll protect myself from everyone.. just in case…lol… *Barrier UP*…LOL… sound like some freaking game… SO I came home after which.. then my stupid sister took one of the Clodhoppers…!!! WTF.. *sorry Kenneth*..LOl.. and then I went to look for some stuff in the house… which happens to be in front of me… DOESN’T THAT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO YOU!!!...LOl… so anyway… I found it and then my sickening sister came into the room ask me to take some shots of her with her camera.. its for her stupid assignment..

OH WAIT WAIT… I detect something coming..
OH NO…
ITS HERE
ITS EMO-MAN..LOL…
ARGH!!!*DIES*
*TRANSFORMS*

When u yearn for someone you love.. Do you go all out to tell him/her? I mean SURE you want him/her to be happy… WITH or WITHOUT you… right?.. See I liked this girl for a really long long time… actually till now nobody could break this luRVE thingy… whatever it is.. except for one girl la… that’s Yunita.. One of my Xs.. THE BEST… I can bet my bottom dollar on that… but that was only temporary… when Yun was gone.. It came back to me again… every night… everyday… I wish for her la.. I pray for her… I yearn for this someone… I MEAN of course God is always First…DEFINITELY… I CANNOT SAY HER NAME… its erm… very personal.. Just one ONE smile from this person… I can just die being fulfilled.. the guy that has her NOW… is a real lucky one.. BUT anyway she wants to be a tai-tai… I can afford that type of life for her NOW la… but it won’t be my money which is not good… WElll… in any fact I just wish and pray that she finds her happiness.. and I’ll continue to find for mine…

Dears.. Hears..Nears.. *EMOS*

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 4

2007-10-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

EH… YOU,,, ALLL…hAHAHAHA… YES I’ve found the mood to blog..hah.. anyway… it’s a erm… Rainy Cold Monday Night=).. love these rainy days.. Don’t you guys love it?.. the cold and you can snug up into your warm thick blanky(GAY WORD ALERT!!)..LOL and feel so cozy..hAHAha.. ok ENOUGH.. OK OK.. today the start of a another week… FRESH as usual.. Today I had classes that start at 9am.. WTF!~!..Lol.. but it was alright… OH YES.. before I continue.. I would wanna thank God for blessing me with an excellent and understanding Microeconomics teacher..hahah called Mrs Ruth.. real nice lay-deh.. haha.. oh anyway.. Guys who get this teacher by the name of KOH POH TEE.. She’ll be fine after a lesson or two.. cause she just wants to show you her prowess..LOl.. *RAWR*…

SO.. I came down after attending Micro classes. And I was hoping to bump into cindy as I saw her classmates like Fedrick and Salny.. but I didn’t… IN TRUE fact was that she waved to me but I didn’t notice her.. too short I guess*DIE*..LOL…JUST KIDDING CINDY… but later I called her and met up with her for awhile… its really nice to see her at least once a day.. I wish I could do that for my whole life * IN ANOTHER WAY* of course not the way YOU… YOU and YOU guyssss are thinking!!!.. PLEASE Cindy’s the GREATEST friend I know.. she’s a gem..=).. Another one would be Lee Peng and Steph but that’s for another time..haha…

SO then I had erm…lunch with my Micro Classmates… they’re nice people la.. really nice.. REALLY..*STARES* and so after we had lunch… we went to the underpass to chill.. WELL.. not really chill but sat and talk.. * I won’t be mean in my blog*…=).. anyway.. they had KOH POH TEE as their Micro teacher… that’s why I THANK GOD..hahaha.. But she’s not that bad causeeeeee… DAVID taught me a secret… *CCC-CRET*…LOL… *zips*..haha..okok.. so I went home took a cab actually… saves time waste money…LOL… seriously.. I rather drive..=).. okok… so I got home damn fustrated that I can’t work the internet on my desktop.. but FINALLY… UNCLE DENNIS CAME AND DID IT… THANK YOU SO SO MUCH…!!! Haha.. ok so.. I was tempted to play warcraft III Frozen throne… cause I haven played it in DAYS NOW… honest..!!!... but I’m gonna play it TOMMRROW.. YES YES…MUAHAHAHA…

So then I had my FIRST bowling training from NP Bowling Club… the people there damn nice… really damn nice… they taught me… I must be teachable… and the coach, Uncle Richard, commented that I had A LOT A LOT of potential.. YESSSSSS… FINALLY… THAnk God for that too..=)… God gave me many things… in which I must learn to treasure nurture and reassure… nice right…hAHAHA… my blessings are like one whole damn list… I can’t even type it out…haha.. THANK YOU GOD once again.. So I came home feeling damn tired and I’m waiting for anisaurous reply..haha… and ok I’m gonna stop here… bUT will continue tommrrow… and must train for my bowling… hAHaHAhA.. YES YES YES… and HUICHING if you’re reading this… PRACTICE YOUR DRUMS… OKIE???..hahaha..

Queers(LOL)… FEARS.. LEERS…*WHAT THE HELL*..=P

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 3

2007-10-17T10:25:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAHA… MUAHAHAHAHA…BUAHAHAHAHA…KUAKUAKUAKUAKUAKUAKA
STUPID MAN… the sounds.. LOl… but each has a different yet same meaning.. the first one.. meaning a triumphant laughter.. the second an evil laughter… and the third a sinister laughter.. and last but not least.. the sound of a crow* RANDOMS*.. hAHAhAA…

OKOK… lets start… SO today.. I wore my Cantabury blue striped brown striped and white striped polo today… pairing it up with black jeans!! As usual la the dressing… AND not to forget a white pair of shoes from I dunno where but it cost me $149…Lol… but it’s the Rich mAn’s STYLE!~~~hAhAhA… okok.. So er.. I was thinking of getting this pair of shoes from Timberland Store at City hall /Raffles City~ its like almost X2 the price so lets see… it costs around $225…LOL… not bad huh!? Its brown looks like my white shoes but a little classier…

So I went to school today… Dad got me to school on time.. AS USUAl!!!.. thAnx Dad… You’re the BEST..+D .. I WILL DRIVE OK!? PEOPLE IF YOU’re READING THIS… ESPECIALLY SHARON TAY… I’M GONNA DRIVE TO SCHOOL.. hAaHA… I know Sharon means well.. shes the best I had…=) SO I got into the LT.. and guess what… there was a tap on my shoulder.. BENDEDICT YOW~!? My buddy leader..hAHAHA…*I know you’re reading this, thts why I put ur name* OH YES a message to benedict.. You’re gonna be famous… I’ma put your number on every available empty space in the school!!!...yOU HEAR ME… BEWARE… MUAHAHAHAhAhA…

Then I met Steph for lunch with my other friends.. ALL my friends are really nice people… SERIOUSLY.. I think friends are VERy important people to have… trust me… But you’ll have two types of friends… the good, the bad and the ugly… WOW sounds like the freakin movie title… acted by Samuel L. Jackson.. hAhaHA… AAA lecture was DA BOMB..hAhAhA… teacher was super SUPER DUPER FARNY.. hAhahA… she accidently insulted an Indian..LOL… OMGOODNESS can u actually believe it?!.. but she meant no insult la.. *shouts* hey Indian DUDE… don take it too harsh… she’s just kiddin..hAHAHa…

SO THEN… CINDY* My BEStie, someone whose well.. I dunno how to describe*, LEE PENG* My Dear Friend and STEPH…hAHAHA…and ME.. went to town together… I didn’t actually buy anything… cause I thought maybe I could have bought something.. a shirt from burberry or perhaps Ralph Lauren.. but… NAH.. design not nice… when I go to Paris this year end.. I’ll get some..and I’ll wear them to school… they’re expensive but with quality…=).. VERY MUCH QUALITY!!.. YAY… I get to go Japan with Kenneth tall, luke, Kevin, etc etc.. hahaHA… shd be darn exciting..hAhAha… anyways…

Its late now… and I’m talking to anisaurous.. and I’m asking her to send me a photo…she send me some super un-glam one.. I’ll upload it… ASAP…LOl.. ya’ll gotta catch the look of the fair maiden becoming a monstrosity..LMAO..

Quote of the day…

If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes.

St. Clement of Alexandra

TRUE!!!

CheErs, Rears, Peers (WHATEVER=D)…

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s Day 2

2007-10-16T10:59:00.001-07:00

Well Well.. this is my second time..=)… hahaha… ok I’m gonna listen to my sis and not put so many BIG and small letters.. cause she says its GAY… WTF right?!..Lol.. anyway.. SO TODAY… mmm what did I do this morning.. OH YES… SECOND DAY of School… BORING like hell.. but I did learn quite a number of things. You know people, sometimes when people say they hate school, I don’t believe they actually DO. Take for example ME.. I HATE SCHOOL.. but I get good grades, so in actual fact I like school in a sort of way*RAndoms*..haha.. oH Oh.. yes.. I was suppose to meet Kenneth Tall, WHY call him tall?.. Cause its really easy to define him in a crowd..=)..*THINK*.. anyway… I didn’t met him due to me having to take a nap.. darn tired.. *sigh* sorry Kenneth..=)

OH YES.. YTD.. when I was attending lecture these two girls in front of me.. guess what were they doing!!!.. one was PLUCKING off the sun-burnt skin of the other*the prettier one* and the piece of skin was so so darn BIG..SHITZ..hAHAHA… OH YA… I promised to upload some photos… SOON alright? PLEASE don rush me..=)..

I think I’m fortunate, LOOK at my time table its pretty awesome(better than last semester ) casue of the fact that I have till 3pm onli..XD for three days… and my IS day is on Friday and ITS IN THE MORNING…YAYs and BOOs.. Ya’ll will understand why!!..

Well… came home and slept and then played the Nintendo DS LITE=D.. not bad… theres this game called “Children Of Mana” check it out.. Action RPG.. This site is the review of the game and how its like.. http://ds.gamespy.com/nintendo-ds/mana-sequel/

THEN… while I was waiting for my dad to come home. I chatted with a few friends.. Janell KUANG Jing Anisourous hAHahA… everytime must tekkan me.. for some reason its like we were enemies before we met..LOL… Well but I was talking to her halfway when I thought about something… *EMoS* It’ll be pretty good to have someone like.. Mysterious, Exciting, Fascinating, Adorable* when she looks blur*, hilarious *damn*.. but…. I’m too potty now..=( *sads*

You know… People might think the longer u know the person the more you can trust the person. But.. I don’t know if I can trust this one person… cause he’s like so READY to scythe me in the back and leave me to die la..=.. but nevertheless I trust him.. so I just hope he doesn’t do what I think he will.. cause it happened before but I trust him not to do it again..

SO when my father reached home.. WE WENT BOWLING YEA!!!... I love bowling for some reason I find it really relaxing although u have to throw the ball like 6meters away.. It actually help me releases stupid thoughts and negative pressure. WHICH IS GOOD of course..=D..

SO.. I’m talking to STEPH and for Anisaurous she said You are easily amused.. and I replied hAHAHA.. Ah SHAddup..=).. hAhAhA.. and sleep tight…=D.. I like her… She’s gonna be a GREAT friend..=).. Steph was asking me what I wanted to have for lunch tommrrow.. AND I SAID JAPANESE FOOD… and I go.. *SHOUTS* “ AUNTIE… WU HAO… JIA TAN… JIA CHI ROU~ (which means: Additional egg and chicken)hAhAhA… Farny shits..

OKok… that’s all la… I’m gonna go to the toilet and Take a GOOD EXCELLENT relaxing bath..=D… I’ll blog again tml… and its gonna be my third time…

Song listening to: Something Stupid: Robin Williams feat Nicole Kidman…

Cheers, Jeers, Gears*O well.. whatever that means*

RiDGE

Musically yours

Ken aka Keno( kAy-No)

I+s DAy 1

2007-10-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

WELL… Hello +D.. First time bloggin.. I’ll definitely change the style of the page… ASAP… OK?.. hAHA… Oh yes yes.. The main MAIN reason of ME starting this blog is to change my stupid lifestyle… and this helps me to kill time yet use it wisely..*Thanks the people for creating blogspot.com*. Well.. its been after the ALMOST 2 FREAKIN months holiday. I’ve been doing somethingssss..*secret*..hahah.. just kiddin.. I’ve been earning *$ Ka-Ching $* and doing some of my most favourite past time…… ONE of which is DOTAAAAA… hahaha.. NO nO.. wait… IF you’re about to close this blog… WAIT… I haven said anything yet… and dun plan on doing so anything about DOTA

~*FYI*~
*DOTA means Defense Of the Ancients THERE I SAID IT~.. that’s all

OK… Continuing.. That was the reason why I started blogging.. to prevent myself from being eluded by the freakin game..=.. sigh.. OH OH… this is my FIRST POST…

SO today.. I went to church.. and played for the morning service.. which was OK la.. BUT SHIT man.. I didn’t know that…Kristy my ex-girlfriend was sitting at the back of the congregation. DAMN!! *ReGrets* anyways anyways.. later I was DARN touched.. PHOEBE GAVE ME A PRESENT… now… tell me.. how sweet can that get..! *triumph look*

Then I went to LE*Stands for Lighthouse Evangelism* Tampines to meet up with David and Sebastian two different meetings No Time to explain=D.. so anyway.. then I went for a HAIRCUT…YESSSS… FInALly!~!!!~!!!~!!! and it got shorter.. NOW looking more JAPANESE THAN EVER EVER BEFORE… =( sadded-ded.. haha.. so I took a trip to town later with David to meet Kenneth *forgive me* AssholE..(Folks!~ I will explain another time) and my sister Amelia.. We shopped.. and ShoppEd… And SHOPPED.. AND… mmm… yea you guess It… SHOPPED..hAHAHA… I bought two things a shirt and a polo Tee from cAtaBuRy+).. They have my size dammit..= *TY CINDY for the intro*.. THEN I ouldnt find shoes… anyway… my reason for shopping for the stuff was because of school reopening soon.. so I need to get new clothes…*WA SEH*..hAhA.. OK.. I’ll end here lA… for TODAY… cause I need to try to freakin log IN and EXTRACT MY STUPID timetable which NOW… gives me LOTS and LOADS of trouble..=(.. !@@#!#..LOl… will upload some pics tommrrow…=D.. I PROMISEeeEeE…=)

CHillS CheErS BeerS X)

RiDGe

MuSicallY YourS=)

Ken aka Keno ( Kay-No)